11/25/2007

Ohmygod I am so homesick it's crazy and I just watched half an hour of Annie on Channel 4 and I wish I went to the Christmas Craft Fair today because I can and I have done no work this weekend and next week promises to be even more of a killer week than the last because my Saturday is completely gone and so is Monday Tuesday and Wednesday and I need to spend so much more time on work and zhou1 gong1 is completely avoiding me because sleep never seems to come and I can't wait for the Christmas Hols and I miss the Summer so much, especially the whole living-close-to-people thing because we had the most amazing times (hear that, guys?) and I miss swimming at 10 in the morning or 5 in the evening and hearing the splash while watching TV and trying to distinguish who's actually swimming and I just miss having more family around and I really want to just crash prom and I miss having friends I've known properly for more than a year and knowing that people mean what they say especially in regard to themselves and you and being comfortable with just walking down the street knowing it's home and that whatever happens you're safe and more often than not you're gonna meet either an old friend or a relative and just being able to hop on a bus and go visit people because that's how natural it feels. Most of all, I miss knowing there're people just there you can be completely honest with because they know who you are so much better than you do and that they're here to help and you are there to help them because they know that that is the most important thing.

Move along now, it always gets better. (:

[Edit: 823pm]
Because no one seems to be online, I'll just say this here. It's so so ughhhhhh, but I was looking through photos, clicking through the years, finally reaching the most recent Summer ones. Then it got to those at the airport, and the one where I was walking toward the departure gates with my hand luggage and just beginning to turn around and say bye to everyone, and for a moment there I really thought I was at the airport again and turned around, only to be greeted by my bookshelf. Wtf?

That aside, I laughed so much while looking through those photos. Good times, eh? Hahaha I'm still laughing bout jokes I remember at random points during the weeks, looking at photos just brings back so many more. HAHA, all hail.

Also, I realised that if I sit on my swivel chair with one foot on it, and the other on the ground and move it to a fast beat, it makes the same sound as the fan in my room back home does. HAHA, nice. Very random, but there you go.
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6:50 PM